Sorry I’ve been missing for a while but I have ongoing health issues. Last year my dad I was diagnosed with aggressive bladder cancer. I’ve had 2 operations and am on the verge of a 3 year course of therapy treatment.. I’ve also been going to the eye hospital every 4 weeks for treatment to my left eye. I’ve finally had the operation on my eye after waiting nearly 5 years. Not the fault of the NHS,I’ve been waiting for a cornea donor.It was a very complex procedure operation with 4 surgeons working on my eye doing repairs to the back of the eye culminating with a full corneal transplant. I feel like I’m hospital property. This is operation no. 11on my eyes. It’s nearly 2 years since I’ve made a pen because of all the hospital time and the effects of the treatment. I’ll plod on and eventually get back in harness.